I have tried to kill myself 3 times now. < Mod Edit - Potential Methods > After I wanted to live life and I was really optimistic about the future but after a few days I just felt the same. My last attempt was a week ago and I just feel like trying again. I am really depressed I stopped taking my medication last week as they made me feel more suicidal. But I don't know I just feel soo empty and lonely I miss how my life used to be. I know a million threads have been made like this and it feels like I am just whining but I don't know what to do I really want to go tonight.