I'm still alive, but struggling with life. I found a post I made on here six years ago, which was interesting to read. I've tried to hang myself a couple of times since then, but haven't gone through with it. I guess it gives me some hope knowing I got through that and I can get through this again. I find everything so stressful, my job is hard and I'm not enjoying anything at the moment, I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. I just find dealing with people so hard and have isolated myself from everyone.