I am still having those suicidal feelings. Being in hospital on a section has not really done much to stop them. Granted they are not on a constant reel but they are still there. I worry about them and am not sure what to say when I see the PDoc. I want to be discharged from the section but don't think they will if I express how I am feeling. My mood had increased but the last couple of weeks it has taken a dip and I have been feeling quite low again. I am worried the sodium valporate isn't working as I thought it was. I don't really know what to do.