Well, after a tough time lately i finally plucked up the courage to end it, i went to a massive park near where my ex fiancee lived at around midnight, drove right over into the middle of it and hid my car under some trees, put my pipe in place and was ready to go, then a poxy guy walks out with a dog, can you beleive it ?? a dog walker at midnight, so i put everything away and decided to wait a bit... The long and short of it is, the police came flying from every direction and i was found with my bit of pipe and cuts to my wrists (although they were pretty crap and defo not life threatening) I had actually changed my mind when the police came, but it was too late and i was "sectioned" and have spent the last little while in a poxy hospital, so i give this advice, dont get caught !!! I never actually made it to damaging myself, apart from a few scratches on my wrist but the time in hospital was fookin horrible, having to talk about my problems when i really didnt want to and being held and on suicide watch, woken up constantly, it was a horrible experience.