still here*sighs*

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by the masked depressant, May 31, 2011.

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  1. the masked depressant

    the masked depressant Well-Known Member

    still here, and still empty as ever

    i've had a couple of ups the last few days, 1 being that i upgraded to windows 7, and the other being that i got sky plus HD but even those 2 things don't seem to lift me high enough to make me feel like life is worth while

    each night has been a total struggle with the voices and the thoughts.. tonight they are not as bad (thank goodness) and i was finally able to log on here and post. i've not posted, partly because i've not really had motivation, and also due to my state i'd probably say either some really random things, or stuff that i'd regret- so i've kept away

    but i'm still hanging in there. still making it to another morning- wish it was not the case, but it is for now

    the end seems so near, and yet so far away at the same time (if you get what i'm saying)

    so if anyone was wondering about me, that's my update..
     
  2. tweetypie

    tweetypie Antiquities Friend

    *hugs* for you .......glad you are kind of ok :) xx
     
  3. paulj

    paulj Member

    ....But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you don't deserve me at my best.



    I like that thought.
     
  4. the masked depressant

    the masked depressant Well-Known Member

    yeah, i like it too. it's a quote from marolyn monro

    think it caries a very important message
     
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