7 Months ago me and my gf broke up. We were together for 6 years the last 2 years of the relationship was long distance as she moved away. I still think about her every hour of the day no matter what I'm doing. I go out with my friends work out keep myself busy as much as I can but I still cannot stop thinking about her. I know some people out there have it so much worse then me but that fact still doesn't stop the pain I feel. I was always depressed but she was always there for me she was more then just my gf she was my best friend. Well 7 months on 2 failed suicide attempts later I am still her thinking about her non stop. We ended it on good terms but agreed that being friends would just complicate things. I tried to get back with her a few months after we broke up but it didn't go anywhere she wanted nothing to do with me she had turned so cold and angry with me. The first 5 years of the relationship I tried to push her away then I cleaned up my act started seeing someone about my depression so that I could keep my relationship with her going. I met someone else as my ex told me that she wanted nothing to do with me but things didn't work out it was basically a rebound relationship. My question is when does this heartbreak go away ? When do you stop thinking about that one person who broke your heart ? because this pain wont go away. I have turned to drugs and alcohol to help but stopped doing those things as much.