For those that remember my story from a while ago my inner feelings havnt got any better. The split from my wife has just totally ruined my life. I've been talking to a lot of women on date sites & even met a couple, they were very nice but they are not my ex wife !!!!! I just can't seem to get over her, I'm back at work full time & going out more but my heart still feels dead without her. I truly believe I will never be happy again, I just dont want to spend the rest of my life yearning for & wanting someone I can't have. There's a cloud that sits over my waking hours every day.