For those who know me I had a failed attempt last week, it gave me a boost in mood knowing that it isn't the answer & I had to start to help myself. After a couple of days in hospital to check that I'm ok I had a bit of down turn. I still get reminded more than ever about my wife everywhere I go. I'm beginning to believe my only answer is to move far away so I can't see her everywhere I happen to be in my current locality, there's even places in this country I couldn't be as we went there at sometime. All my friends & family including my kids are here but all I can see is her. I'm clearly no way near over her & it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Can some one offer any advice as to wether moving far away is a credible thing to do ? Right now it's the only solution I can see to stay sane. I think I'm resigned to always being in love with her no matter what happens in the future & the thought of bumping into her with someone else would crucify me so moving away seems the answer to me. Am I looking at this logically ? I'm sort of accepting that I probably won't have a life with her again but I need to be far away for my own good I think. I'm doing ok & I won't ever do anything stupid again but I don't think I can stay around here for my own good.