April 22, 2012 was my last suicide attempt. I was in a coma for 9 days and don't know anything of what happened after paramedics found me unconscious at my apt. Now, I keep wondering what happened as if I want all the details while I was unconscious till the day I woke up. Is it normal for me to wanting to know what happened when really, I can't get any closure because nobody can tell me exactly what went on about me in detail. I just keep wondering about it and it's bothering me. Any feedback would be helpful. Thank you!