Stocking up on pills again.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by pogosticker, Mar 7, 2012.

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  1. pogosticker

    pogosticker Well-Known Member

    Bought a pack today and stuffed it under my mattress. More tomorrow.

    I've had an urge this past week that's been hard to fight. Truth be told, I'm not sure I want to. I'm at that stage where I'm just numb again. I felt this before, last year when I swallowed them all.. I took the wrong combination so I failed. Now, from my failed experienced I have the knowledge to make sure this one doesn't fail.

    But I know that despite how strong I'm feeling, last time I ended up regretting it, so... I'm torn.

    Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'm just being a drama queen.
     
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  2. I know the feeling! If I had lots of pills available last week I might have ended all, my thoughts were consumed with ended it all but today I feel okay. Tomorrow, next week you may feel the same.

    Please don't take any pills, sometimes it may help to talk. I know this forum has helped me a little especially reading other people's stories.
     
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