Bought a pack today and stuffed it under my mattress. More tomorrow. I've had an urge this past week that's been hard to fight. Truth be told, I'm not sure I want to. I'm at that stage where I'm just numb again. I felt this before, last year when I swallowed them all.. I took the wrong combination so I failed. Now, from my failed experienced I have the knowledge to make sure this one doesn't fail. But I know that despite how strong I'm feeling, last time I ended up regretting it, so... I'm torn. Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'm just being a drama queen.