i just cant take it any longer. ive been fighting this long enough. i started talking to a few people and am just getting to tired of fighting. i cant stop cutting and it doesnt help anyway. im numb and cant continue. ive been calling hotlines and trting to let it pass. its not. my pit is soo deep you cant even find me in it. im trapped in a very dark place. ive started putting more plans together. just want the pain to stop.