Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Jehuty, Apr 26, 2009.

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  1. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I want it to stop but it just won't. :cry:
    The only thing that makes it stop is cutting but I don't want to cut anymore. :cry:
    Everything is just wrong and not right. :cry:
    I don't know what to do. :cry:
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know it's not easy, but try to hold on. Is there someone you can talk to, someone around there that can help you?
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Jehuty,
    Do you see going in the hospital as an option?? I'm sure if you show them where you have been cutting and let them know you are ready to end it that they would admit you..
    You really need to seek professional help.. They can help you set up a support system before you get out..You can't fight depression by yourself.. It grabs ahold of you and just hangs on..Please seek the help..Take care!!
  4. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    what is it you want to stop jehuty? do you want to talk more about what you're going through?

    i've felt very similar recently, if that helps anything. it's tough to hang on (to very little), but i've found talking/writing about feelings helps. i'm not sure if that would help you, but i'll listen if you want.
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  5. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I can't take it anymore. :cry:
    It's all hopeless. :cry:
    No one will ever understand. :cry:
    I really try but soon I will give up. :cry:
    There's no point to stay alive. :cry:
  6. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    you're trying by writing here.

    what won't anyone understand?
  7. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    I want to give up. :cry:
    Its just too much, I cant deal with it anymore. :cry:
    I already know how to do it, now I just need to take that small step and I'm free. :cry:
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi Jehuty..

    I wish there was something I could do to help..
    you just gotta take one day at a time, :hug:
  9. morning rush

    morning rush Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry you're in so much pain. Maybe if you talk about it, it might make you feel better? Please hold on, it usually gets better...
  10. canis-lupis

    canis-lupis Well-Known Member

    You are fighting by posting here , let us be the strength you need , things WILL get better you just have to lean on your friends here and we will try to springboard you again
  11. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    Just found out my ex already has a new love. :cry:
    Damn I feel so sick. :cry:
  12. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    i can imagine how that would make you feel like throwing up.

    it's okay to feel like that though. i've actually practiced retching when i feel the way you do and i do get the vomity feeling a lot. it can help.
  13. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    The pain is too much.
    No one will understand.
    I just can't do this anymore.
    Everyone say's I can.
    But everyone is wrong.
    It's too much.
    No one will ever understand.
  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    I know you're going through a lot. And people do understand. Maybe we haven't been in the exact same situation you're in now, but people here understand pain, and how hard it is to go on sometimes. But you CAN make it.
  15. Jehuty

    Jehuty Senior Member

    It comes back everytime. :cry:
    I'm happy and then it just pops up and I feel low and suicidal again. :cry:
    I just want to go to bed and sleep but I can't. :cry:
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