Stopped at 20 :(

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by manicmuse12, Mar 28, 2011.

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  1. manicmuse12

    manicmuse12 Active Member

    I wanted to end it today, i started taking the pills and after about 20 i chicken'd out and left the rest. what a coward i am!!
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You want to live you want the pain to stop
    keep posting the pain away here okay let it out hugs
    I am glad you stopped i hope you continue to reach out for some help for YOU
  3. Mikeintx

    Mikeintx Well-Known Member

    You are not a coward, that was the smart thing to do. Most of the time taking a large amount of pills only ends up damaging you internally and makes your life situation even worse. Please get some help.
  4. NightPetals

    NightPetals Active Member

    Oh my goodness, I am so glad you stopped yourself! You are definitely not a coward. You made the right choice. Living is harder than dying but there is always hope, and you just showed the will power to move on.
    :hugtackles: :hugtackles: :hugtackles:
  5. manicmuse12

    manicmuse12 Active Member

    thanks guys :) but like i said on my threads about <edit moderator total eclipse triggering >(which got deleted??) if i had one of them, it would be so easy! it was only because the pills made me "chuck up" that i stopped :( if i had a easy way out i'd still take it without a second thought.
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  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    It was deleted because your post was triggering for other people here we do not post methods that is one of the rules here okay we try to keep it safe for everyone
  7. Moon_Penguin

    Moon_Penguin Penguin astronaut extraordinaire

    your not a coward. your honestly much braver in stopping than you are continueing. im glad you stopped. now we can all help you get through this pain. i know your in agony right now but itl b ok. just one day at a time. one day.
    your the bravest person i know xxxx
  8. manicmuse12

    manicmuse12 Active Member

    Thanks for the hug :) but i'm in no way brave, i only stopped because i was gagging on the pills :( i have plenty more to try again x x
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