Well, I've stopped taking my anti-depressant, Zoloft. When on it, I sometimes feel good enough to want to live, so I can't kill myself while taking it. It doesn't make me feel good all the time, or even enough of the time to make me want to stay on this fucking world... Just enough to keep me alive. So I've stopped taking it. I replaced it with alcohol. I hope I get the nerve up to off myself soon.