Hello. As my name says I am a fan of Care Bears since I was a child. I'm 32 years of age and live in South Africa. I've had depression since I was at least 15 and have been SI Since at least 17. I'm seeing a T once a week, but I don't feel she is helping me very much, in fact in the last 2 weeks I've been feeling very down and wanting to hurt myself again. The other cause for me being down at the moment is that I've been unempolyed for 11 months and finding a job seems impossible. I'm supposed to be on medication for my depression, but circumstances being what they are I can not afford to buy them at the moment.