Several years ago, I thought that I should stop before the scars got worse. Now, they can't get a whole hell of a lot worse. So, why does it matter anymore? I am the type to try and get everyone else to let go of the bad habits (drinking, drugs, smoking, self-harm, overeating, the list goes on,) yet I am encompassed by them myself and I have no desire to stop. My greatest desire at this moment is to bleed until I lose consciousness.