I had a strange experience this morning walking down the main street of town this Indian guru type guy came up to me and decided to give me an impromptu "reading of my aura." It was really wierd because he everything he said was spot on, down to my exact feelings, and that I had been suffering deeply for the last three years, and then went on to tell me what I needed to be ok. It kind of freaked me out that I was wearing my pain on my sleave so obviously that anyone could just glance at me on the street and know. I know he was just fishing for members or something for his group or whatever, and saw me as an easy target because I look tired, stressed and emotionally vulnerable. So I just brushed him off before he got that far. It was also strange because today was the day I had decided to try to kill myself. But I was not feeling quite ready yet when today came around, and had already decided to put it off for another week. Sorry, this post is no doubt rather pointless, but I'm feeling particularly agitated right now and felt like talking, even if to no one in particular.