Hi everyone! I'm now in strange situation, I think now that death isn't any way-out, the thing that could solve my problems.. I have been thinking about suicide but now it's gone - I just couldn't do that and kill myself. For now I'm totally hopeless, I've just lost the only way to cause that my problems could disappeared. I stuck here and I not see any road... Some time ago I wanted to help the things get better but now I just don't care about it... I don't care about anything. I have no aims, no dreams, becouse realising it... It's wishful thinking.. Friends, money etc I don't care about it, should I? I'll not change my situation, everything seems to be so stupid to me, I'm laughing with people problems. Something is wrong with me I guess, normal person in my situation should commit suicide or take steps to be back in normal life... But I don't take any action... I don't care about it... WTF?? Someone share my feelings?