I've been getting this strange feeling recently. I remember getting brief flashes of it as a child and a bit growing up. Just this feeling washing over me and then going as quickly as it had come. I've been almost living in this feeling the past few days though. I can't describe it. It's mental but it's physical at the same time. It makes feel like I'm detached from everything, I don't belong, it's not right, almost a gnawing in my gut. Things around me stay the same but I see them differently. Like I said, it's impossible to describe. Can anyone relate? Or any ideas about what it is/could mean? It's really unpleasant. I feel calm when I experience it but I feel...complete despair..or just......I think I need to put a unique name on it because it's like nothing else I've ever felt.