Hi All Will keep this short, basically last Sunday I decided I didnt want to be around anymore <Mod Edit-Music-Methods>and lay down. Well for the next couple of hours I was up and down vomitting and then I collapsed in the bathroom and hit my head on the side of the bath and blacked out for a few minutes i think. So I didnt die but now its an odd feeling. I think too much and I cant help feeling angry it didnt happen. Why was i left? It was nasty vomitting and now I am discounting this method again. I have a strange feeling inside like its buzzing and I am finding it difficult to concentrate on anything but my thoughts are drawn to why am i here? I dont have family or friends to discuss this with, if I did open up why my head is bashed in and i have a black eye I would probably be taken away.