I dont know if this was a dream, but it just freaked me out. I was laying in my bed, basking in the bright yellow sun. the sun was in my head, it was beaming through my soul and energising my earth. the sun was my ex girlfriend. it initially took up a third of my brain. but then the sun drenched me so much it was practically who I was. I felt like the sun, all powerfull, energising the entire universe. but then I realised that I was so alone, anyone who uses me for enery and warmth didn't need to talk to me or ask how I was feeling. I was the sun. I was my ex girlfriend. what a lonely life that would be. Im really scared that this might be my future. am I turning into a woman? this really bothers me. Im thinking I should just stop looking at the sun. It burns inside me, as I turn to ash. anyone know what Im talking about? does this mean I'm gay or something? weird.