Wow, after 6 months of being stressed out, I've about had all I can take. I love him to death, but he's such a yo yo. I worry about his suicide talk. He's happy, he's not happy then he wants to die. I keep trying to talk him through the rough area's but it's almost not worth it anymore. I really don't think he's going to kill himself, but I can't stop worring about him. I need a break, but even then I can't stop thinking about his well being. He's going on holidays in a few days, someplace where I have no contact. I'll be a wreck wondering if he's ok or not. I will not have access to him, I will not be able to give support. I'm so stressed. He's my best friend, my buddy, my life long pal. I wish he would get help, I'm not a professional, I can only do so much. He needs to get into a group where he can share his deepest feelings and I need a break.