I have been going up and down like a crazy roller coaster with my grades lately, I dont know why I let this stuff effect me so much but my grades keep dropping and then my dad gets upset which only makes me even More upset than I am to begin with and Im trying my best but with all AP classes the tests are really hard especially since with my ADHD I cant concentrait on studying, or homework on that matter. AGH! Why must school stress me out so much! Cause I want to get into Ringling and get a good job thats why... -sighs- Im so glad Im on break right now, but my bff is at her moms house so Im lonely. Luckily another bff is having a get together so that should take my mind off things.