Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
im just liking to let u know u've been heard, and thought of / cared for... but in the absence of being able to construct, or come up withn a sound, reasoned--logical (as in coherent) thought; i shall write u this, in the hopes that it can maybe instill something of benefit to u! sorry thats all i can do & only wish i cpould write more, and better... mr b.
I hope you can find something to get your mind off the trauma, like music or a good show. If the suicidal thoughts become too much, remember to talk to someone like a crisis line or someone close to you.