I'm struggling still from last night i had hopes that some sleep and a new day would change maybe improve it even just a little bit. Nope. I'm trying to find reasons to hold on and to keep going but I'm coming up blank. Not even my cats are working ones been super affectionate today but I just can feel it. Nothing is worth it everything is so pointless......I don't even know why im trying to hold on.......what for....... How long will this last. I want out.