struggle

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by depressed.dopey, Oct 17, 2008.

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  1. depressed.dopey

    depressed.dopey New Member

    I have been having such a bad time and everything finally came to a head earlier, I cut quite deep but feel so numb still i'm on my own until about 4 and don't know that i can stay safe for that long. I rang my cpn but shes off today and as much as i'm trying to keep myself distracted i can feel myself being drawn to the blade. Its pathetic I know to let a little thing like a blade have so much power over myself but the fight has gone from me and I feel like I could end it all.
     
  2. Hey if it is still bleeding, wash it with running water then get a clean cloth, apply pressure and elevate it.
    I will be around if you want to talk.
    I am here for you.
    :hug:
     
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