Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by mandyj101, Jun 11, 2009.

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  1. mandyj101

    mandyj101 Well-Known Member

    im strugglin so much.everythins crap in my life.i have no life.i convince myself n othr ppl i want 2 get better but i dont coz i know i cant.i wil b a wreck forver.i cant live like this anymor.if ther was a jaggd cliff outside my door i wud use it.but ther isnt and i cant go out.i think i cud if i knew i ws gona die after.often that th only reason i get up coz i know i can die if i need 2 at th end of day.ther are jump spots in town i cud get a taxi 2.i countd th money i had tday and i had enough 2 get drunk and enough 2 get th taxi ther.its al so rational in my head.99% of me want 2 die th other 1% is here
  2. shades

    shades Staff Alumni

    Sorry you're in such distress. I've been there, and I still am in many ways, even though I push it to the back of my brain.

    It' so very hard to continue...but somehow we do. Please stick around and just read...there are so many that feel the same here!
  3. unknown loner

    unknown loner Active Member

    im really sorry for you. in a way im kinda the same. i have thought about ending it all twice in my life and it is hard to get back from it. i still think about it.

    please just hang in is too beautiful to get away from
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Mandy,are you feeling any better today? :hug:
  5. mandyj101

    mandyj101 Well-Known Member

    hi thanku for ur msgs. i ended up overdosing tht night but im stil here..woke up feelin rubbish have felt it since.nothing new.i dont feel like jumpin off a cliff tday so i guess thts some improvment.
    so hard anxiety an depression :sad:
    nice 2 know im not alone tho - altho i wish noone had 2 go thru what we do x
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