Thanks once again violet my meds haven't gone up this time I have to have another lithium test to see jow much is in my system.We'll have to see how much I have in my blood to see if it has to be increased agin.I'm just feeling pretty empty right now,feel I'll never change.I don't know what to do as I'm feeling extremely low,the thoughts are coming on quite strong I feel.I go past that park nearly every day on the bus and it really spurs me on I feel.
I don't know what to do anymore,I have no desire,interest or motivation and feel like such a dumb loser.Really I think it's best to just end it get it over and done with.