I have my assessment on tuesday, Ive been experiencing psychosis for the past 3 weeks. part of that is every day all day I feel like I have spiders all over me. the only time I dont is in the shower. Im scared of going outside because of people and I hear people in my flat when theres no one here. The spiders are the only thing I cant seem to do anything about and I keep just feeling so hopeless and wanting to hurt myself, either ending it or getting this overwhelming urge to cut off all my skin. I know Im getting help on tuesday but tomorrow I will be alone and Im scared. I just need to make it until tuesday and I can get some help. Im just scared and overwhelmed and I dont want to feel like this anymore.