Struggling through Life

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Miss Invisible, Aug 28, 2015.

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  1. Miss Invisible

    Miss Invisible Well-Known Member

    Back again, this year I was diagnosed with PTSD which in turn manifested in BPD or know as Emotional Instability Disorder. It's when something so traumatic happens to you or you see something so traumatic your mind cannot process emotions like everyone else. Some call us sensitives, doctors liken us to a third degree burn victim. Pretty harsh to wrap your brain around. But my mind works differently than others. You can look at me and instantly I internalize that, like "what's wrong w me, d I do something wrong, he think I'm gross, am I fat, did I say something wrong...that's my illness. Not disorder, illness because I can recover. Right now, depression has me by my throat strangling what little bit of life i have left. I so need support in this journey. If anyone knows how I feel or understands at all please let me know, :(:confused:
     
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