I have been battling depressionfor along time and have survived two suicide attempts. Which was years back, but lately I have been feeling really done and feeling that the tank of engery is running really low. I have been thinking about suicide more and more as the days go on. I am just not sure how much longer I can battle and I do not want to go into an inpatient care facility. I don't see my therapist for another week an a half. I just don't know what to do. Ihave no support, and my family does not understand what I am going through. They think its all in my head and I should just get over it.