Struggling to not feel trapped

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Brokenness, Apr 16, 2013.

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  1. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    So tired of trying, living in my body feels like a trap that I want out of. I am just a burden to everyone and never happy. Life is a prison. I often think I should try running away from everyone I know, go somewhere far away and start over. It's either that, or die , or suffer on like this...forever, idk maybe It isn't forever, but it feels that way.
     
  2. skinnylove911

    skinnylove911 Well-Known Member

    do you have someone you can call when your feeling like this?
    either professional or personal contacts (friend, family member, work colleague)
    can you ring your crisis number and let them know how how your feeling x
     
  3. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    Ever feel like going to the middle of a forest and screaming and tearing at the ground til your voice gives out? Just kick and scream and tear and no one will stop you...
     
  4. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    No I feel more like beating myself up right now ... Idk I'm fine really I guess, just venting some .. Lol. I used the word fine haha.
     
  5. skinnylove911

    skinnylove911 Well-Known Member

    Yes i know that feeling x
     
  6. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    Maybe I should just take the Ativan again and calm down... -.-
     
  7. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    I hate me ... Fuck... Making a stupid frozen pizza which i prob won't eat.. I think it's burning...
     
  8. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    I need to just wait til these meds work... Two weeks til it helps? Ugh seems so long. I'm literally trying anything to stop my brain from making plans...
     
  9. Jainey

    Jainey Active Member

    Hi brokenness..
     
  10. Jainey

    Jainey Active Member

    Frozen pizza is rubbish.
     
  11. Brokenness

    Brokenness Well-Known Member

    Yea it is, can't be bothered to eat anyway
     
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