struggling with two "me"s

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Nox Immortalis, Nov 11, 2010.

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  1. Nox Immortalis

    Nox Immortalis Well-Known Member

    So one side of me refuses to eat much at all. I've scheduled out a strict dietary plan which is made up of a health bar for breakfast and an apple in the afternoon. On Saturdays I can have a piece of ham and a little egg salad. It's an easy thing to pull off at boarding school

    The other side of me is a chocoholic, and is fighting my anorexic side like hell. It knows that that side is suffering and it WANTS CHOCOLATE. Bad. But my anorexic side is yelling at that side that I don't want to get fat (I'm not an idiot- I'm about average now, but I want to be SKINNY.) it's driving me crazy and often triggering...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    can you assign one day you can have a piece of chocolate just to satisfy that other side of yours
     
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