Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Aimee_in_Wonderland, Oct 29, 2010.

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  1. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    to keep my head up right now.
    i keep thinking the same things over and over.
    i havent slept properly for 4 days..
    a few hours is all ill manage.
    i cant do this,
    i dont want the constant flash backs.
    he makes me feel sick.

    i want it to stop.. i want to just fade away and disapper
    i dont want to be numb.. i want to be dead.

    i can feel it happening all over again..
  2. stig

    stig Well-Known Member

    i'm here pickle if you want to talk.
  3. dartofabaris

    dartofabaris Well-Known Member

    falling and falling into a memory loop can be very hard indeed, especially when we feel powerless over its seemingly involuntary and independent movement.
    i have a similar problem, but it invades my 'dreams' turning them into nightmares. are there any methods for you to try and distract yourself? because these loops make us feel less and small.
  4. Aimee_in_Wonderland

    Aimee_in_Wonderland Well-Known Member

    not really always the same,
    sleeping pills dont work,
    i seem to be scared of sleeping,
    thats the only place i cant control my thoughts.
  5. DeadSet

    DeadSet Member

    i'm the opposite,sleep seems to be the only place i can escape reality.
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