Struggling..

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by shan1234, Nov 30, 2010.

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  1. shan1234

    shan1234 New Member



    Today is tough. I'm really struggling with everything anymore and never feel happy lately. I have been unemployed for 6 months now after i quit my job because i was unhappy there and was not myself. I have been looking and looking for a new job...interviews, resumes sent out, phone calls...everything i can do, but it seems like no matter what i do, it doesnt help. Its getting more and more depressing as the days go by. I've struggled with depression for years and have been doing fine until recently. I;m so hard on myself...i just feel so alone and like theres nothing good left to live for...whats my purpose. I can help everyone else it seems, but myself. I dont know why i try any more...it just hurts so much. I dont know anymore...all i wanna do is cry all the time anymore...and i snap out over anything and everything lately...i just wish i could wake up from this bad dream...but thats not going to happen. I hate my life right now.....yeah today is hard.
     
  2. All these mixed emotions

    All these mixed emotions Well-Known Member

    well... the struggle continues...

    keep up the good work and dont think suicide, its not a solution (unless youre caugt in space)

    bless

    //L
     
  3. Lady Gaga

    Lady Gaga New Member

    Stay strong, darling.
     
  4. may71

    may71 Well-Known Member

    the job market is pretty tough right now.

    have you tried any treatments for your depression?
     
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi and welcome...so many of us have felt or feel this way...have you spoken to someone about how you feel...being unemployed is so very stressful that it does seem to invite the demons to come out to dance...please keep posting and letting us know what is going on...big hugs and welcome again, J
     
  6. damage.case

    damage.case Well-Known Member

    I feel the exact same, except I have worked in almost 3 years now. Gonna run out of money very soon and I'm freaking out.
     
  7. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Hi shan and welcome to SF. It's tough finding a job right now, but don't give up man. Keep trying and something will come up. :hug:
     
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