where to start ?? its fair to say ive been up and down like a rollercoaster lately and been really struggling to keep it together, but i really thought i was starting to get on top of things and actually looking forward to starting therapy with my psychologist. unfortunately my kids had other ideas and the shit has hit the fan big time. i had managed to regain control and things at home had settled down after having over a year of behaviour problems with my 15 yr old, but she never stays 'ok' for long. the long and short of it is; ive had enough of being verbally abused, spat on and sworn at by a 15yr old and its time for either, her to behave and show some respect, get out of my home, or put me in an early grave. i have 3 other kids at home and a husband who prefers to be at work than deal with family issues. well its like this; i cannot and will not take this shite life anymore; things must change or i will have to take action. im useless, no one will miss me all i do is make things worse.