I'm so bored at work! I know that I'm so much smarter than what I'm doing but unless I have something on paper nobody is willing to give me a chance. At the moment I am the administrator for 2 seperate scholarship schemes for nurses. In my own time, I am completing a Diploma of Psychology and Counselling via distance education. I also play basketball 3 times a week and netball twice a week. Because I'm so busy I probably wont finish my course for another year or so which means that until then - I'm stuck in a huge rut! I also have dreams of being a musician - each day that I sit here I watch them fade right in front of my eyes. I don't know how to get out of this, how to find motivation to do something I'm not passionate about.