Ok...Now.... I'm 19 years old. And I've had jobs before and everything, its just now I can't get one. A couple years ago, when I was 17, I ran away from my group home, and I left with NOTHING. No birth certificate, no Soc. Sec. card, no nothing. And I went around the US bsiin......tryin not to get caught.....(getting robbed/beat up numerous times in the process) until i finally moved in w/ my mom. who I just met when i moved in. She threatens every day almost to kick me out.... because i dont have a job. But....i have no ID!!!!! so im trying to get my signature notarized so i can send out for my B.C....which is in California, and im in Indianapolis.....but im in a catch 22. they wont let me notarize my sig. without ID. ??????????????????? Never graduated high school, tho i came close....never graduated because i ran away from the group home. So im wondering what i should do....cuz its like im stuck...i do the Saaaaaaaaaaaaame **** every day. sleep all day, stay up all night....doing NOTHING. and im tired of it. I could sell weed/crack....because im in that type of neighborhood....but i dont have a gun in case i get robbed, and i dont want to go to jail for a lil bit of money. And I dont have the money to put it on deck in the first place anyway. So.....im wondering what i should do..... i would like to go to college......and graduate high school.....but i HAVE to get a job soon, so its like i gotta put my wants on hold.....i wish i COULD go to school.....i heard about the FAFSA and the grants for former foster kids.... but it seems like i dont have that oppurtunity. And....i dont really know what my careers going to be anyway.....i mean, im good at a couple irrelavent skills..... like i can draw pretty well, i can write pretty well...but thats basically it, besides hip-hop, which is an unrealisticdream anyway, and isnt getting me anywhere right now. Any advice on how to become unstuck?