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I'm 19 years old. And I've had jobs before and everything, its just now I can't get one.
A couple years ago, when I was 17, I ran away from my group home, and I left with NOTHING. No birth certificate, no Soc. Sec. card, no nothing.
And I went around the US bsiin......tryin not to get caught.....(getting robbed/beat up numerous times in the process)
until i finally moved in w/ my mom. who I just met when i moved in.
She threatens every day almost to kick me out....
because i dont have a job. But....i have no ID!!!!!
so im trying to get my signature notarized so i can send out for my B.C....which is in California, and im in Indianapolis.....but im in a catch 22. they wont let me notarize my sig. without ID. ???????????????????
Never graduated high school, tho i came close....never graduated because i ran away from the group home.
So im wondering what i should do....cuz its like im stuck...i do the Saaaaaaaaaaaaame **** every day. sleep all day, stay up all night....doing NOTHING. and im tired of it. I could sell weed/crack....because im in that type of neighborhood....but i dont have a gun in case i get robbed, and i dont want to go to jail for a lil bit of money. And I dont have the money to put it on deck in the first place anyway.
So.....im wondering what i should do.....
i would like to go to college......and graduate high school.....but i HAVE to get a job soon, so its like i gotta put my wants on hold.....i wish i COULD go to school.....i heard about the FAFSA and the grants for former foster kids....
but it seems like i dont have that oppurtunity.
And....i dont really know what my careers going to be anyway.....i mean, im good at a couple irrelavent skills.....
like i can draw pretty well, i can write pretty well...but thats basically it, besides hip-hop, which is an unrealisticdream anyway, and isnt getting me anywhere right now.
Any advice on how to become unstuck?
I'm 19 years old. And I've had jobs before and everything, its just now I can't get one.
A couple years ago, when I was 17, I ran away from my group home, and I left with NOTHING. No birth certificate, no Soc. Sec. card, no nothing.
And I went around the US bsiin......tryin not to get caught.....(getting robbed/beat up numerous times in the process)
until i finally moved in w/ my mom. who I just met when i moved in.
She threatens every day almost to kick me out....
because i dont have a job. But....i have no ID!!!!!
so im trying to get my signature notarized so i can send out for my B.C....which is in California, and im in Indianapolis.....but im in a catch 22. they wont let me notarize my sig. without ID. ???????????????????
Never graduated high school, tho i came close....never graduated because i ran away from the group home.
So im wondering what i should do....cuz its like im stuck...i do the Saaaaaaaaaaaaame **** every day. sleep all day, stay up all night....doing NOTHING. and im tired of it. I could sell weed/crack....because im in that type of neighborhood....but i dont have a gun in case i get robbed, and i dont want to go to jail for a lil bit of money. And I dont have the money to put it on deck in the first place anyway.
So.....im wondering what i should do.....
i would like to go to college......and graduate high school.....but i HAVE to get a job soon, so its like i gotta put my wants on hold.....i wish i COULD go to school.....i heard about the FAFSA and the grants for former foster kids....
but it seems like i dont have that oppurtunity.
And....i dont really know what my careers going to be anyway.....i mean, im good at a couple irrelavent skills.....
like i can draw pretty well, i can write pretty well...but thats basically it, besides hip-hop, which is an unrealisticdream anyway, and isnt getting me anywhere right now.
Any advice on how to become unstuck?