Why am I stuck in denial. I know the facts. I haven't got mad at the situation. I haven't really cried about it. Im Trying to justify this persons actions, to make them ok in my, i guess my soft heart and nieve side. Which is rediculious. I pick it apart, but no matter how many different ways I think about it, or which angle I look at it, its all there. The lies, the manipulation big ass red flags! I really got my ass handed to me on a silver platter. I did get the platter back by a freaking miracle. I just want to let it go. And learn my lesson. And never think about it ever again. If my friend was still alive she would have slapped some since into me a long time ago. God I miss my friend so much.