I hate this. I'm stuck in a bad situation and I wanna get out. I have no job, no friends and all I think about is dying. I've felt like this for weeks now, it won't go away and I'm getting sick and tired of it. I don't have anything to live for and it feels like I am just prolonging the inevitable. My dad's going away on vacation for 3 weeks, I don't know if i can hang on until he gets back, and I don't want to ruin his vacation by killing myself, not to mention how much it would fuck him up if I died. Is there any way out of this? It's almost as if I have a terminal illness and only have a few weeks to live, and I'm trying to find a cure. All I want is to stop feeling this way, but it won't go away. I can't stand this life of regret and unhappiness. I want out.