Stuck

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by In Limbo, Oct 23, 2010.

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  1. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    I don't know what to do. I have so much to live for, and want to live for but I can't get through things at the moment. I still have a depression, and I think like many depressives will keep it with me always in some form and some level. I've managed to live away from home in a shared house for over a year and my relationship with my family is a million times better than it was.

    Thing is that twice recently the downers have happened. And I don't have the suicide escape clause. I realise through therapy and talking and thinking and all the stuff I've done over the past 3 years to bring myself back to normality, that suicide is not a way to go.

    But I still think about it - and I know I can't do it - so I have no release, the feelings just sit there for days and then fade.

    Help, I fear it's only a matter of time before I give up again.
    Chris.
     
  2. Borrowed time*

    Borrowed time* Well-Known Member

    Hi and welcome
    Are you still seeing a therapist for the depression?
     
  3. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    No, and I'm unsure going back would make much difference - all the ground was covered, I just have these troughs - and until something good comes along I've no 'out' button.
     
  4. In Limbo

    In Limbo Forum Buddy

    Please anybody advise, I don't know what to do.
     
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