I have spent all of today being bashed and bullied for my gender identity. A person who I was very good friends with in secondary school but haven't spoken to in nearly 3 years has today decided they want to kick things up. It all started from a picture I posted on facebook, she then decided to pick at me for feeling like a man, slagging me off no end and generally being a heartless cow. After she had done this she picked out everything from my past, stuff im not proud off and brought back old memories that upset me very much. I was already feeling incredibly low and dysphoric about myself, and this has just pushed me onto the edge. It sounds like a petty thing to push me, but it hurt so much. I can't deal with all this stress and I am so fucking close to ending it right now it's unreal. I feel as if there is nothing to stop me from doing it, it would be so easy. I have so many methods available to me... I'm scared of what I could do right now. Well, maybe not scared. I really do want out now.