I have had lots to think about these last few days.
I came back from Glasgow to hear a good friend had been in a car crash, and I didn't know what to do. He is still alive but wrote off his car, and I haven't seen him yet but he was in work today so I am assuming he is well.
Then my bf gets all fucking touchy saying I fancy him..And he is in his 50's.. Come on!!! Am I not allowed friends, and to care about people?!?
I just feel lost, and I am bored of failing all the time. And this is getting expensive, but I know I will get it right, I just need the time..
I have been attempting since around the age of 14, so maybe I really do fail at everything.. :cry:
I came back from Glasgow to hear a good friend had been in a car crash, and I didn't know what to do. He is still alive but wrote off his car, and I haven't seen him yet but he was in work today so I am assuming he is well.
Then my bf gets all fucking touchy saying I fancy him..And he is in his 50's.. Come on!!! Am I not allowed friends, and to care about people?!?
I just feel lost, and I am bored of failing all the time. And this is getting expensive, but I know I will get it right, I just need the time..
I have been attempting since around the age of 14, so maybe I really do fail at everything.. :cry: