My first serious attempt was about four years ago. I took a cocktail of <Edit Moderator Total Eclipse Method> After about 15 min., I started to feel the effects, so I decided to lie down in my bed. Apparently, I got out of my bed and went to the bathroom where I threw up in the toilet, passed out on the floor, and hit my head. A few minutes later, my little brother came home and found me. He freaked out and called my parents who rushed home and took me to the emergency room. They pumped my stomach and stitched up my head. My father convinced him that it was accidental (he used to work at the hospital and knows a lot of the people there). Really, the attempt didn't bother me as much as my little brother finding me. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself for that. I can't imagine how he must've felt, seeing me like that. I destroyed his childhood because of my own selfishness.