I feel like I could just kill myself, and it's over the smallest thing! I just can't believe how stupid I am. I just make mistake after mistake. I'm too embarrassed to say what happened because it really is the smallest thing ever, and I should be happy. In the long run it's a good thing, but for right now it's just another mistake and more proof of how I really went downhill last week. I really tried hard to make the right decision, but I missed a key point and there was a much better decision. It was a financial mistake and I don't think it's the money that bothers me...it's the fact that I didn't try hard enough. How could I have been so stupid? I just can't believe it!