My wife had a miscarriage. Me being the idiot that I am I come out and say "maybe it is because you are overweight". She slips into what is staring to look like depression or something similar, at the very least she doesnt like me anymore. I'm already suicidal, on the edge, can't cope. This is one more step towards the ledge for me. I am seriously over it and living is now becoming a chore, I dont even feel I deserve the air I breath. How can I be this dumb? I do nothing but spread misery.