Well I’m not sure why I’m here but I do know I no longer have an identity. I live far from any family and no longer have friends because I have rules to follow. These rules only benefit one person and keeps me down and unsuccessful in happiness, productivity, and finances. If the rules were for a more broader success I’d probably submit 100% more than I do, but I feel helpless being held down and allowing it. How do I own my submissiveness because I don’t feel like I should change coz of this one bad experience.