I'm such a bad daughter. I basically told my mom this morning that I don't want to take care of her when she's old. She's already kinda old so it wouldn't be long. I won't be alive much longer anyway. I told her I won't be alive for the rest of remodeling that she wants to do next year- there's no way. I told her that she has family that can take care of her. She has friends too. She asked me what my plan is. I told her there's a million ways to do it and that I don't have a plan. I will never tell her what I'm thinking in terms of that- that would be totally stupid. I don't want to be stopped when I go to do it. I have many valid reasons to do it in the first place.