Sorry guys, I've been gone for a while. Didn't want to make it seem as though I made one post and disappeared. I was a week away from finals week when I posted. Now that finals are over...I've found time to come back and pay a visit. My finals...I don't know how I did. I don't even want to look. All I can imagine is how poorly I did on it. Honestly, that's how I feel after any and every exam. I always feel like crud no matter how much I studied. Lately...if you consider the past few years of my life or more...that all I'm capable of is failing. Or at least failing my expectations. I just...suck...at everything I do. Getting no where, going nowhere...just living my life in limbo. I still go to class and everything, but I really don't want to. I find me forcing myself to get up every morning to do what...fail some more? I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. After 4 years of college, I still feel no excitement for this so called "futre" we're suppose to obtain. Future...what future exactly? I honestly don't see much a future, a just a bunch of random pictures that I know will never happen. Maybe...if you consider being a failure as a future? A failure at life...that's one thing to do... If anyone's reading this...how do/did you guys do in school?