such an utter failure i am

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by dumdumgurl, May 9, 2008.

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  1. dumdumgurl

    dumdumgurl Well-Known Member

    WHY can't i be put down like eight bells was last weekend at the kentucky derby? mycounselor "quit" on me after iwrongly got sent to the psch ward in feb. i was hysterical and she sai my arm WAS NOT getting better and forwhat reason??????? my hand isstillparalyzed and i had an "infestatin ofcankers that cameback on monday. hopefully tomorrow they'll be gone. then i loked upayoungerguywho hada crush on me and he'smarried. iwant him to be happybut i lost aguybecause it wastoo real for him. i should bedead;counselorranted godwuldn't let me killmyselfandi should have been dnr5 yearsago--damntjhemall to hell. african womansaid shesaw myexcming back andi'm like noandshewas persistent. even hadthose charcoal eyes ofvoodo priestesses. i just want to beeuthanized and be treatedwith the same kindesswe treat animals!!!!!
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    hi gurl, looks like you've had a run of bad luck. i hope things turn around for you soon. it's terrible that your counsellor quit on you but i hope you can find some support here, among people who have been through similar troubles.
     
  3. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    i understand how you feel, i feel the same way, only people don't get euthanized, they are considered to be more than animals, fair or not, that's the way it is. i'm sorry. i do understand how you feel, wrong or right.
     
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